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the haunt

You cannot hunt the haunt.
The haunt hunts you.
It sees you now, as I speak.
As I speak, it lurks.
It waits.
It stops.
It waits.
You forget that it is there.
You look away,
It looks inside.
It's been inside your house while you were away,
   and it didn't feed your fish.
It opened your fridge and ate a nectarine,
   an unripe nectarine, and spat it out,
   leaving you one unripened nectarine and one unopened fridge.
It left minutes before you came home, casually,
   and it is still waiting for you to come home.
You are home, you say, but a house without a haunt is no home.
Trees do not always make a forest.
Your house is a potato without salt.
No one has ever eaten a potato without salt.
You are not home.
You are a tourist, a rookie, a day trip
   with shorts, sandals, and a belt tucking in a plaid shirt
   that tells us you don't have a favorite color—
Your legs are as white as your socks.
You are not home in Hawai'i.
In Hawai'i, it rains.
You have sunscreen on.
It is sunny and it is dark in the same day,
   the day that clouds the ripening sun
   from the nectarine sitting in the darkness of your cold, unopened fridge.
The clouds move.
The mist remains.
A door opens.
You have stood on this road every day for a year
   and never seen the moon through the clouds.
But today—is there any other day?
Today
Tonight
the moon moves through the clouds
today you see the moon in the clouds
you see the moon's light in the monstrous misty rainbow before you
and now the moonlit mist is in you,
instantly forever
   the magical Molokai moonbow

the most memorable moving moment Mitch has ever met
is much too much more than enough
it is the cherry on the sprinkles on the icing on the cake
   which followed a free dinner and a perfectly full day
it is more than two eyes can bear
it dumbfounded, dumblost,
dumb won, dumb dominated
a damp dimless dimwit
dead in his tracks
born on the road
in the middle of the night
as if the whole strange beautiful world had just smiled in his direction
   and asked him if he wanted something to drink
he couldn't think
   of answer so he borrowed a phrase from a friend
   who speaks more eloquently than he on matters like these,
   on unforgettably sweet things like perfectly ripe nectarines:
“Its beauty will haunt me for the rest of my days.”
Did you say that it will haunt you?
Welcome home.


Acknowledgments


“Its beauty will haunt me for the rest of my days.”
—V. E. Mikkelson, MD (on seeing a moonbow)