It’s worth asking: What happens if you’re awesome at it?
What happens if you’re awesome at your job? Do you get more money? More responsibility? More work? More vacation? Do you get to leave earlier? Do you get a good reputation? Do you get what you want?
What happens if you’re awesome at being a parent? Do you get more hugs? More laughs? More camping trips? More grandkids? Do you get what you want?
Everyone wants to be awesome at something. What do you want to be awesome at?
If the best thing that can happen isn’t as good as you hope, then find a new mountain to climb.